This strange feeling....

It feels like something really amazing and overwhelming is staring me in the face lately. Ever had those moments where a majority of your actions and sacrifices are starting to come together and something happens that sets you off like a dynamo. All those situations that you once thought were horrible memories seem like blessings in disguise when you view it from a different perspective and all those lessons that you learned for yourself seem to hold a greater purpose beyond anything you could imagine.

It's interesting seeing how everything is starting to be drawn out and knowing what needs to be done. It's taking a look at all your shortcomings and realizing that there's no time for self pity and insecurity because others are coming on you. No time to waste dwelling and over contemplating. No time to waste indulging and being satisfied in knowing and believing what can potentially be done but doing it.

I've had those spiritual highs before where I've been caught up in the moment, but it wasn't lasting. I feel like taking the hard road travelled not only because I want to, but because it's demanded of me. I feel it's time to start participating and not spectating. This is not merely momentum, because momentum is a mindset. This is not impulsiveness, because it still lingers in me day after day, minute after minute. I don't believe it's delusion but I must be cautious. I think this feeling I have may be something I've heard numerous times over the course of my spiritual journey but have never been able to grasp the concept until now hopefully...I believe this strange feeling is called passion.

Pray that I can wield it wisely and spread it to others.