I had the strangest feeling yesterday. Out of nowhere, all these thoughts and fears just came at me. Worried about summer school, worried about work, worried about relationships with friends, faith...anything and everything. It was as if whatever confidence that had resided in me had been momentarily shattered leaving me with a feeling of absolute vulnerability.

It's left me really wondering what it's purpose. Is it a sign to say that I'm not truly giving my all to God? Is something driving a wedge between me and my faith? Is God letting me know that even with faith I shouldn't get this feeling of invincibility? Maybe it's all of these. Just trying to comprehend everything that is going on blows my mind completely and leaves me in mental limbo. The only thing I know that makes any sense is to just pray for an answer and further reacquaint myself with the holy spirit.

I get the feeling that in the end, that's what this is all about. A reminder that he is always there and always more than willing to show us the way whenever we're lost, so long as we always keep him in mind in everything we do. If this is the intended purpose, then today faith has won a major victory.